Just a blog with a few entries to help express some feelings I have trouble with acting on.
Its the most perpetual feeling.
I don’t know what is going inside my head. I thought all this time I had a plan. The plan went out the window when I met you and I got carried away thinking it could actually work out between us.
You don’t care and you will never even realise how much it means to me. And when I say it, I mean us, our relationship, the conversations that would last the whole night and early morning.
I tried to convince myself I didn’t care but its not really worth it. I mean shutting away these feelings can’t do anyone any good.
So for now, I will sit in my room wishing you knew everything that was going through my mind and about the slightest possibility that you could be thinking about me too..